Why do I stop myself from cursing you? I cannot adequately express my anger toward your god. I have, since my youth, been utterly disgusted by this intergenerational  failure of intellect. Why would you give up everything you have for this temporal bullshit; capitalism and christianity. And why would you put it before your blood? The god that justifies ripping a family apart due to some mandatory obedience is no god but flawed. I feel sorry for you only slightly more than you disgust me. Where is your forgiveness?